Friday, 26 July 2013

I Am a Story: Just Give Me a Reason

Today, I am a story. You get the idea.

I read some comments and people are saying that the female is in depression and starting to lose the trust in her partner although nothing has gone wrong. Here's my take on the song. Might've made it kind of cheesy in the end, CHEESY.

Title: Just Give Me a Reason

I stand still, my hands cupping my ears. I closed my eyes, shook my head, and screamed, "stop, just stop talking."

You sighed, took a deep breath and spoke with a quiet voice, "I'm sorry I dont understand where all this is coming from. I thought we were fine."

We were. In fact, we would still be fine if your new business partner never appeared. You told me everything was fine, but I felt otherwise. Since then I felt like you were different. You stopped saying things to me that you would. The 'I love you' or the 'how was your day' turned to 'I need to work' and 'there's a huge project and I need to attend the event with her'.

"Your head is running wild again," you mentioned, "we still have everything. Nothing is going on between her and I." You stepped closer, but I stepped back.

And it was like that did it. I could tell you were frustrated. "I explained myself. I never lied to you, not at all." Your voice escalated, "What else do you want from me?"

I remained silent.

You sighed, "What happened to us? We had everything."

"I dont know," I replied. You've left scars on my heart from past experiences when we were just dating. Tears continued to stream down my face. I couldnt control my emotions, but I just feel as though you're not the same. "Just give me a reason why I should trust you? Just a little bit is enough."

I looked at you straight into your eyes, and you spoke with tears coming out from them, "Because I love you." You caressed me in your arms. I was too tired to even move away, "I'll fix it for us. We'll come clean, and everything will be back the way it was."

I held onto you tight. I didnt want to let go.

"We're not broken, just bent," you comforted, lifting up your face to stare at mine. You started wiping away my tears, "and we can learn to love again." 

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Story seemed much better in my mind but I cant seem to word it. Trust is a huge issue in today's relationships. There might be nothing going on between your partner and others, but if you cant surpass yourself into trusting and believing that your significant other is telling the truth, maybe its best to move on, but like the song says "we're not broken, just bent, and we can learn to love again." 

That being said, my relationship is doing well! I had my conflicts, but there's always a way to amend things. Keep your head up and do what you need to do to stay strong.

teaC101

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